hi its really too tough but also typical

We believe on something and give our best.... and just wait for something to happen... which can give us an instant happiness.... we are searching for it too long..... thats the same thing happening to me.... i just need that instant thing..... which really depends on solving our future problems....
sometimes i don't go to temple inspite being a theist.....just so that if i am asking to him for something and he doesn't reciprocate then i will feel bad but i don't want to say anything wrong against him..... he is the divine power....
Now i am focused on my goal but whether that instant thing will happen .... I don't know and don't want to think.....
There are some relations that are to be made..... he give me starting then i would also ask him to be a little bit decent to give a good end...
Lets hope that i will be happy... but I would really want everyone to pray...
anyways bye & take care .....

lovestory on trains signifying Indian Society

HELLO FRIENDS,
In bollywood, Mallika says " shahrukh and emotions sells in industry "....... so check out mine...
I met a girl ,,, her name was Raksha so beautiful so good lookinng and her eyes splashing her emotions and heart. She never talked to boys but on second day after diwali' , we were in the train. we were starngers... but why she talked to me so openly... she told me those things that she couldn't tell to her any beloved one. She is getting married on Dec 2 .. this year...
Her lifestory and all stories told to myself in that 10 hours conversation explained me her regret and all feelings..
She continuosly talked to me and told she never talked to any boy so openly and things that she told to me ... she could never tell to her husband...
Learning her story, and her feelings . I am feeling sorry , about Indian society .
Why can't people ie a girl/ boy can choose their love ... and get married .... why can't boys be decent and cooperative... so that any girl could feel free to enjoy the realtionship...
And why their is condition.... that when we love to someone and if she couldn't reverse the feeling..... then why we forget them or do harm to them/ or harm to ourselves......
IF all these things are properly understood,..... then our society and realtionship would be strong....
Please give any comments .... bye..... subhash

hi why this happening tome...

hi friends ,
people when aim for something they don't get so easily.... I am also facing the same situation ........ a lots of hurdles are coming on my way.... more than i expected...... but when now i made a hard trackling mind.... i am able to face it.... but i won't get tired and will soon reach that star that is hiding in the deep unlighted sky....
anyway nothing is easy except the silence .... but what rubbish i am talking....
now its timeto go hard and firm.... so lets get alive my path
bye
subhash

life is so different

So happily we take our life....... sometimes we are so much goal oriented in our child.....our childish dream get destroyed in our fast lifestyle... I always wanted to be an actor.. as i love movies... but now inorder to make my mark in life ... as i am a Engineering graduate... now i want to do MS...
But what about my childish dreams .... where they have gone!......I don't know... but this is not the case of myself but everyone...I am the one who always invent new relationship... then forgot last one.... and again invent new relationship...
when i think behind... then i find out that alots of people are waiting for me...
About my qualities....... People should define myself... They say you are the one who never say anything wrong about others... i am honest ... don't want to other to suffer... I look at this poverty,,,, child or adult of my age ... not getting ...the luxury ......That we get inour life...
But at the last thing.... I want to leave my country.... as i can't live here.... because their are some relationship... which i can't forget ....and i can't live without enjpying these realtionship.....
Chalo bahut chaat liya
bye
subhash

nothing new but yes what is life ?

hi all friends and foes,
today when i woke up. i realize that it has been 21 years and 1 month of my body... still we all are seraching for some thorny path. i really miss mumbai.. here all the job placement has started but very few companies.. and above all they are off campus... so full of frustration and fear surrounds me............i again try to remem my past. ... now i also have become materialistic....... once i wanted to take risk and foolow for my ultimate goal...
but whats this....... i really remember Madhura...... She is so beautiful and charming.... but else what... I am still jobless.... BUT NOT WORRIED... atleast i know i will get it someday....
Ok now i am reading "The monk who sold his Ferrari "........ this a really good book....i want to lose my bad habit... but don't know when i will do it..
CHALOOOOOO bahut likh liya...
bye
WITH LOVE
subhash chandra

every story has climax.. so this is mine story

Hello ,
It is really nice to work with good people.but what our destiny takes is different. i came here alone, invented new relations , some bad and some touchable to heart. I don't know why can't we make our destiny? why i make relationship? the question is unanswerable to me.
People so sincerly forget their past , just head to this undefined world.I always scold myself that i would not make new friends but i again found people helping me and are around me to support myself.
I can't become matured , i can't become tough... i am a child .
Please let me forget new relations.. but i can't, i cry for myself . Is this insomniac feeling or something uncontrollable.
People talk about professionalism but whether they are...
all are the questions which i can't answer myself ...
if anyone can give advice.. then they are most welcome.
i am surrounded by lot of good people.... but again i am alone

yeah ! i am doing better

ohh now its really beautiful, now i am able to complete my most of the coding... i am now learning and using my mental skills well.. this time i started from scratch and getting closer to my goal. Today , the J.P.EG. compression coding is done for partial reconfiguration of FPGA.. now i have to do the subfunctions coding.. Thanks to nandan , my guide madhura and also to myself . I am having concept for DCFT, quantization and encoding into bits. Here, really IIT, Bombay is great and KReSIT is wonderful. Now,this lab has only few people who know about "fpga handel c coding" and am lucky to be with these people. I just need to again put lots of action and fight for final layout. Here today , I am also getting knowledge of LINUX from a cute girl. but chalo yaar i have to go for sleep as today again i have to woke up !

MY EXPERIMENT WITH "F.P.G.A"

HI,
THEIR IS LOT TO LEARN HERE... SO AM GOING ON.. NOW I UNDERSTOOD THE XILINX RC200E KIT ... HOW TO RUN THE PROGRAM..I MADE THE CODE FOR "MULTIPLE IC".. AND RUN IT ON THE FPGA.. ITS GREAT TO SEE OUR WORK GETTING DONE.. WE HAD A NICE DISCUSSION WITH PROF. KAVI ARYA.. HE IS A REALLY A INTELLIGENT PROFESSOR.. BUT AS USUAL MOST IMPORATNT THING IS TO DO SOME CODING OF "HANDEL C" FOR "PARTIAL RECONFIGURATION IN D.S.P." IS TO BE EXPLORED..
AS USUAL I REALLY REMEMBER MY HOME.. I WOULD BE GOING BACK SOON.. HERE PROFESSOR GAVE US INVITATION TO COME DURING WINTER ALSO...BUT AS IMPORTANT FOR ME IS TO GET SOME INTERNSHIP IN EUROPE... NOW, I MADE UP MY MIND TO GO FOR 'M.S'...BUT DON'T KNOW WHERE LIFE IS TO GO.. I REMEMBER MY LOVE .. I DON'T KNOW WHAT FUTURE WANTS FROM ME...
BUT LIFE HAS TO GO.. MY LAST 20 DAYS HAS TO BE UTILIZED EFFICIENTLY...OTHER THING IS TO GET ACUSTOMED WITH THE CODING FOR PROJECT THAT REQUIRES LOTS OF LEARNING AND EXPERIENCES... BUT I WOULD BE TRYING IT FOR GOOD..
ITS REALLY FUN TO PLAY WITH THE KIT... WHEN YOU KNOW THAT WHAT YOU WANT TO DO..

ohhhhhh finally i got it....

so ok as every says a good start has work half done.. so i today finaly got my project in FPGA. thanks to madhura .. she , a project engg, came today finaly( after 4 days waiting)..so what i have to implement is "to design a hardware kernel for partial reconfiguration in FPGA". at first i was not clear about my concept.. but at this time i.e. 1:45 a.m due to good tutorials send my madhura, i got the basic idea..now today my life is getting ahead .. this intel lab is really contains good intellectuals who really helped me a lot.. I also have practical idea about the implementation.. anyway today i also took lots of snaps in the campus with my fellow KVPY's.. again i am really searching for peace.. but now its time to hard work...atleast i must try to put lots of actions..
now i again searching for my real dream..but don't know whether it can happen or not..I am getting flowed in path of market and life demand.. i am also feeling lots of depressions and sadness... but life has to go ... so i need to put more fights.. atleast now with my projects...ok now am going to sleep.. ok chal bye

I WANT TO OWN "N.A.S.A"

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'''''''''''......my project trouble shooting......''''''''''

Hello life,
i am just searching for lots of actions.. .but after struggling hard for my maze problem... i came to an outcome...there is lots of tools available like using FPGA, using oop JAVA, using assembly codes, or atmost using C tool... as i have developed basic algorithm, else motor control program in Assembly,, sensor and maze program in C tool.. but just don't know ,as my program will be exceeding memory compilation capacity for KEIL... lets hope there is original version to surpass this... else what also learned serial and parallel data communication... also got idea about LegoOS a real time OS....haan now concentrating on project 1 only... just ask other KVPY guys tell will tell more of this...today i met "wyatt" a NASA geologist whose interaction was really too intelligent.... but what else there is going to be lots of actions more..atleast just i get a project on Xilinx FPGA... its 5:30 am .. and still working... ok bye....
meet u all in new mail

my first and new poem .........

ARE YOU FEELING ALONE?

LIFE IS A STREAM OF HOPE
FLOWING DEEPLY ACROSSS DIFFERENT BARRIERS
PEOPLE FEELING TOUGH AND HARD TO FACE.
MAKING NO ERRORS, EACH PASSION AND DREAM.
SUGGESTING NEW PATHS AND TRENDS

WHEN I SEE LOSERS AND GAINERS
MY MIND TELLS TO FOLLOW SUCCESS
GETTING AHEAD IN LIFE,
LEAVING PEOPLE AND LOVE BEHIND.
I GET TOUGH AND BOLD ENOUGH
HURDLES AND TROUBLES TRY TO TREMBLE ME.

I GO AHEAD AND THEN SEE DEEP BLUE SEA,
I GO AHEAD AND THEN SEE RAINBOW COLORS
I GO AHEAD AND THEN SEE SUCCESS

I LEAVE MY PEOPLE BEHIND
I AGAIN FOLLOW THE NEXT PATH
I DON’T KNOW FEELINGS AND AM HEARTLESS
I AGAIN BECOME TOUGH AND BOLD ENOUGH.

NOW I AM AHEAD IN MY LIFE.
I HAVE SUCCESS, FAME AND MONEY.
I AM ALMIGHTY, I AM ZENITH OF MOUNTAIN.
IS EQUIVALENT TO GOD?
BUT WHY I FEEL ALONE
BUT WHY I CRY,

OH LET ME SAY LOUD! LOUDER!
NOW I AM 20 YEARS OLD
WHERE ARE MY DAD, MOM?
OH THEY ARE WAITING FOR ME
WHERE ARE MY MATES?
OH, THEY WANTED ME IN THE RE-UNION.
WHERE IS MY LOVE?
SHE WAITED FOR ME AND COMMITED SUICIDE!

AGAIN LIFE TREMBLES ME.
I GET TOUGH AND BOLD ENOUGH
I WANT MORE AND MORE SUCCESS………….


COPYRIGHT RESERVED BY SUBHASH CHANDRA (MADE IN 3 MINUTES)

HI ITS MY LIFE GETTING TOUGH

hi everyone,
my life is getting tough yaar... i just reached mumbai on 15 june ... started my projects ... but only project 1 only ... i am building a cool series of micromouse ... its actions consists of logical analyzing of maze.... it just use its mathematical solutions with shortest path with lots of crazy actions... i am using this type I.R. sensors , bipolar stepper motors . and yes the microcontroller again...
Hey but yaar , i cried here because during this time HCL came for campus .... i was just busy for the robotics dept... crazy projects.... hey this dept.. ie KReSIT , IIT b is cool yaar... lots of intelligisia and cool project engg sachinnanad .. he is a super man ... he builds 30 robots a year ... and is the proud winner of ROBOCON ..
OK but i learned JAVA, VISUAL BASIC, and lots of I.T. skills ...
what else i will be soon be going to Lucknow as IT companies will be soon coming to my college for CAMPUS...
bye
Subhash Chandra