Sunday, November 13, 2005

hi its really too tough but also typical

We believe on something and give our best.... and just wait for something to happen... which can give us an instant happiness.... we are searching for it too long..... thats the same thing happening to me.... i just need that instant thing..... which really depends on solving our future problems....
sometimes i don't go to temple inspite being a theist.....just so that if i am asking to him for something and he doesn't reciprocate then i will feel bad but i don't want to say anything wrong against him..... he is the divine power....
Now i am focused on my goal but whether that instant thing will happen .... I don't know and don't want to think.....
There are some relations that are to be made..... he give me starting then i would also ask him to be a little bit decent to give a good end...
Lets hope that i will be happy... but I would really want everyone to pray...
anyways bye & take care .....

Saturday, November 05, 2005

lovestory on trains signifying Indian Society

HELLO FRIENDS,
In bollywood, Mallika says " shahrukh and emotions sells in industry "....... so check out mine...
I met a girl ,,, her name was Raksha so beautiful so good lookinng and her eyes splashing her emotions and heart. She never talked to boys but on second day after diwali' , we were in the train. we were starngers... but why she talked to me so openly... she told me those things that she couldn't tell to her any beloved one. She is getting married on Dec 2 .. this year...
Her lifestory and all stories told to myself in that 10 hours conversation explained me her regret and all feelings..
She continuosly talked to me and told she never talked to any boy so openly and things that she told to me ... she could never tell to her husband...
Learning her story, and her feelings . I am feeling sorry , about Indian society .
Why can't people ie a girl/ boy can choose their love ... and get married .... why can't boys be decent and cooperative... so that any girl could feel free to enjoy the realtionship...
And why their is condition.... that when we love to someone and if she couldn't reverse the feeling..... then why we forget them or do harm to them/ or harm to ourselves......
IF all these things are properly understood,..... then our society and realtionship would be strong....
Please give any comments .... bye..... subhash
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