life is so different

So happily we take our life....... sometimes we are so much goal oriented in our child.....our childish dream get destroyed in our fast lifestyle... I always wanted to be an actor.. as i love movies... but now inorder to make my mark in life ... as i am a Engineering graduate... now i want to do MS...
But what about my childish dreams .... where they have gone!......I don't know... but this is not the case of myself but everyone...I am the one who always invent new relationship... then forgot last one.... and again invent new relationship...
when i think behind... then i find out that alots of people are waiting for me...
About my qualities....... People should define myself... They say you are the one who never say anything wrong about others... i am honest ... don't want to other to suffer... I look at this poverty,,,, child or adult of my age ... not getting ...the luxury ......That we get inour life...
But at the last thing.... I want to leave my country.... as i can't live here.... because their are some relationship... which i can't forget ....and i can't live without enjpying these realtionship.....
Chalo bahut chaat liya
bye
subhash

nothing new but yes what is life ?

hi all friends and foes,
today when i woke up. i realize that it has been 21 years and 1 month of my body... still we all are seraching for some thorny path. i really miss mumbai.. here all the job placement has started but very few companies.. and above all they are off campus... so full of frustration and fear surrounds me............i again try to remem my past. ... now i also have become materialistic....... once i wanted to take risk and foolow for my ultimate goal...
but whats this....... i really remember Madhura...... She is so beautiful and charming.... but else what... I am still jobless.... BUT NOT WORRIED... atleast i know i will get it someday....
Ok now i am reading "The monk who sold his Ferrari "........ this a really good book....i want to lose my bad habit... but don't know when i will do it..
CHALOOOOOO bahut likh liya...
bye
WITH LOVE
subhash chandra